Greetings, I'm back again.
It's been years since I last been active in this kind of thing actually
Pejam celik pejam celik dah nak almost setahun lebih aku dekat INTI ni. But not so much things that I really appreaciate since I came here.
Honestly, I never really like this place. I hate being surrounded by geniuses. Maybe sebab aku dah biasa dengan comfort zone aku so bila aku keluar sekolah je, I always have this feeling that I am being-underestimated by others. Insecurities, which is basically influenced by my not-so-good results that I have got in 2012.
Well, basically, to tell you guys, 2012 is by far, my worst year ever in my life's timeline, I swear to God, it was a kind of a transitional year for me, to find the real me, how can I stand up for myself without being helped by others, how to actually find true friends.
March, April, May, June, July, August and I'll be flying to the States soon. Crazy right? It may sound so great to some of the people, but with great fortune comes great pressure and many more. Only God knows how hard am I trying to deal with myself, with so many problems, which I created myself.
I've changed alot these days. I don't know how to describe the changes but it is surely not a good transition for me though. Silly things that made me turn into a stupid human being.
So many things I want to write, so little time to write.
Till then, bye.