Wishing all those good moments could freeze, im just too tired. Waking up everyday, aimlessly, following what other people are doing, life is just plain pathetic nowadays.
18 and im still figuring my future out. Visionless. Missionless, unlike everybody else.
Well that's me.
Greetings.
Things change over time. Dont they? Let me pour my thoughts out, today.
It has been almost one year in INTI, macam macam orag aku jumpa, friends, friends of my friends, strangers and even ex friends. If you know what i mean. Macam macam kerenah aku tengok. Bukan nak mengumpat, it's just that, im a person who likes to perceive people around me, well i dont really tell the others about what i think though.
Em, it's about, how people struggle in Unis, which is practically different with stuggling in high schools, in my opinion. Well, i know itss cliche, but...emmm, it's a true story, which i had never believed before, whereby Unis could be this hard.
For some people, they have ultimate enjoyment when they are in Unis, but for me, who I refer myself as 'pelik', agak susah nak blend in dengan suasana. Maybe im just not too flexible to do every single thing that my friends do, and like.
Haih, its hard for me to elaborate, and some people sometimes find me bothering to them, somehow.
I hate judgemental people, or am i just too kind to everybody. What R says is indeed true, I have to learn how to say NO, and priotize myself.
Em, I shall stop here.
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